October 29th
So it's been a long time since I've blogged. I am feeling the pressure of work and life a lot more lately and have not felt like I've had anything enlightening to say. I apologize for that. I did, however, feel it was so necessary to give a nod to tomorrow.....the due date I was given for our second miscarriage. For this baby, we have an ultrasound picture that I haven't brought myself to look at in a long time. For this baby, my mother-in-law baked a cake with the date 'October 29th' written on it to have for dessert one day while we were all eating together to tell my brother and sister-in-law about the pregnancy. I have a picture of that too....again, tucked away. After our miscarriage in early April and the TWO surgeries that followed, October 29th seemed like an eternity away, but here it is...tomorrow. I think having an actual due date even made this miscarriage harder than the first. It's crazy how fresh the tears can be even after so ma