Dreaming of Baby Girl: Foreshadowing or Letting Go
For basically this entire pregnancy, I've been pretty sure this baby is a boy. I'm not sure if it's because I swear I heard an ultrasound tech say, "Oh! Look at HIS big hands!" Or if it's because the baby's kidneys have been monitored because they've been dilated (something much more common in boys than girls) or if it's because that's all I know or if I've got mother's intuition (I have correctly predicted the gender of all three of my boys)... maybe a combination... I don't know. Honestly, I also think I'm trying to prepare to allow myself to grieve never having a girl. Although I am truly at peace if a girl is not in my future; I LOVE and adore my boys and being a #boymom, but I know there will be times I will feel like I'm missing out. I think it's natural to feel that way from time to time. I imagine lots of people, when planning their future children in their heads, picture both genders. There are certainl